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ЫшMy Thoughts, Patti Smith

блог Ыш: 19 стр.23-11-2008 06:17
I’ m really frightened of my future — will I get the job that fits my qualification? Will I become an interpreter? My knowledge of English and German is not so good, as I’d like to, but…some way after some time of diligent learning I’ll improve my language skills (What for? I hadn’t understood it yet, because you know — here, in the Far East, no-one have ability to become a suitable profession, especially the German interpreter). I know it as well as I know, that I’m here now, sitting at the table late at evening with hard blowing wind outside and some kind of disgust inside. Why are some (actually the most of) people so rude, aggressive? I have a pretty good idea of the probable reasons, but it all is so mean, extramean. I know some writers (“some” — because of my low level of education, I’ve read a plenty of books, but just a little part of them were worth it), who tried to explain in their works the origin of the evil in humanbeing. For example Golding, I think he succeeded in this kind of job, but who reads now? Who watches old-time movies for the purpose of enjoying its’ light fascination and undying truth? Well, some solitary fellows do it, but they are in the minority. The other are enslaved by mass media and entertaining rubbish. No, I do not think that everything is so easy and the world is halved into “black” and ”white” parts. But somehow it occurs to me, that every complex thing can be seen in something very simple…m…my head becomes heavier. As usual I hadn’t mentioned all my thoughts, which I had during this day — just a short review of something like reasoning.

Oh, I had nearly forgotten — since this summer (since I was fortunate enough to get to know with her impressive poetry) I feel a great admiration for one person. Her songs make me feel different. Well… now I’m not sure, who I am, and I feel disgust to any chains and frameworks… Some time (years?) ago people used to define me as “goth”. Not much has changed since then, but I.

Sometimes I ask myself: “Who are you?”, and it answers me: “You are the one you want to be”.

A bit foolish, yeah.. But this life is foolish too. Foolish and amazing:)

Even in the time of global changes…

Patti Smith "Land"


The boy was in the hallway drinking a glass of tea

From the other end of the hallway a rhythm was generating

Another boy was sliding up the hallway

He merged perfectly with the hallway,

He merged perfectly, the mirror in the hallway


The boy looked at Johnny, Johnny wanted to run,

but the movie kept moving as planned

The boy took Johnny, he pushed him against the locker,

He drove it in, he drove it home, he drove it deep in Johnny

The boy disappeared, Johnny fell on his knees,

started crashing his head against the locker,

started crashing his head against the locker,

started laughing hysterically


When suddenly Johnny gets the feeling he's being surrounded by

horses, horses, horses, horses

coming in in all directions

white shining silver studs with their nose in flames,

He saw horses, horses, horses, horses, horses, horses, horses, horses.

Do you know how to pony like bony maroney

Do you know how to twist, well it goes like this, it goes like this

Baby mash potato, do the alligator, do the alligator

And you twist the twister like your baby sister

I want your baby sister, give me your baby sister, dig your baby sister

Rise up on her knees, do the sweet pea, do the sweet pee pee,

Roll down on her back, got to lose control, got to lose control,

Got to lose control and then you take control,

Then you're rolled down on your back and you like it like that,

Like it like that, like it like that, like it like that,

Then you do the watusi, yeah do the watusi


Life is filled with holes, Johnny's laying there, his sperm coffin

Angel looks down at him and says, “Oh, pretty boy,

Can't you show me nothing but surrender ?”

Johnny gets up, takes off his leather jacket,

Taped to his chest there's the answer,

You got pen knives and jack knives and

Switchblades preferred, switchblades preferred

Then he cries, then he screams, saying

Life is full of pain, I'm cruisin' through my brain

And I fill my nose with snow and go Rimbaud,

Go Rimbaud, go Rimbaud,

And go Johnny go, and do the watusi, oh do the watusi


There's a little place, a place called space

It's a pretty little place, it's across the tracks,

Across the tracks and the name of the place is you like it like that,

You like it like that, you like it like that, you like it like that,

And the name of the band is the

Twistelettes, Twistelettes, Twistelettes, Twistelettes,

Twistelettes, Twistelettes, Twistelettes, Twistelettes


Baby calm down, better calm down,

In the night, in the eye of the forest

There's a mare black and shining with yellow hair,

I put my fingers through her silken hair and found a stair,

I didn't waste time, I just walked right up and saw that

up therethere is a sea

up therethere is a sea

up therethere is a sea

the sea's the possibility

There is no land but the land

(up there is just a sea of possibilities)

There is no sea but the sea

(up there is a wall of possibilities)

There is no keeper but the key

(up there there are several walls of possibilities)

Except for one who seizes possibilities, one who seizes possibilities.

(up there)

I seize the first possibility, is the sea around me

I was standing there with my legs spread like a sailor

(in a sea of possibilities) I felt his hand on my knee

(on the screen)

And I looked at Johnny and handed him a branch of cold flame

(in the heart of man)

The waves were coming in like Arabian stallions

Gradually lapping into sea horses

He picked up the blade and he pressed it against his smooth throat

(the spoon)

And let it deep in

(the veins)

Dip in to the sea, to the sea of possibilities

It started hardening

Dip in to the sea, to the sea of possibilities

It started hardening in my hand

And I felt the arrows of desire


I put my hand inside his cranium, oh we had such a brainiac-amour

But no more, no more, I gotta move from my mind to the area

(go Rimbaud go Rimbaud go Rimbaud)

And go Johnny go and do the watusi,

Yeah do the watusi, do the watusi ...

Shined open coiled snakes white and shiny twirling and encircling

Our lives are now entwined, we will fall yes we're together twining

Your nerves, your mane of the black shining horse

And my fingers all entwined through the air,

I could feel it, it was the hair going through my fingers,

(I feel it I feel it I feel it I feel it)

The hairs were like wires going through my body

I I that's how I

that's how I

I died

(at that Tower of Babel they knew what they were after)

(they knew what they were after)

[Everything on the current] moved up

I tried to stop it, but it was too warm, too unbelievably smooth,

Like playing in the sea, in the sea of possibility, the possibility

Was a blade, a shiny blade, I hold the key to the sea of possibilities

There's no land but the land


looked at my hands, and there's a red stream

that went streaming through the sands like fingers,

like arteries, like fingers

(how much fits between the eyes of a horse?)

He lay, pressing it against his throat (your eyes)

He opened his throat (your eyes)

His vocal chords started shooting like (of a horse) mad pituitary glands

The scream he made (and my heart) was so high (my heart) pitched that nobody heard,

No one heard that cry,

No one heard (Johnny) the butterfly flapping in his throat,

(His fingers)

Nobody heard, he was on that bed, it was like a sea of jelly,

And so he seized the first

(his vocal chords shot up)

(possibility)

(like mad pituitary glands)

It was a black tube, he felt himself disintegrate

(there is nothing happening at all)

and go inside the black tube, so when he looked out into the steep

saw this sweet young thing (Fender one)

Humping on the parking meter, leaning on the parking meter


In the sheets

there was a man

dancing around

to the simple

Rock & roll

song



der Tutz =)


 



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